I'm going back to 1997

I don't know how to feel about going to this show but to be honest I'm more interested in what it's going to feel like to hear a bunch of music that I haven't really given a shit about in years. I mean shit The fucking Cuf is performing? I think I still have one of their shirts collecting dust in my closet. I wore that shirt more than I listened to their tape, but hell I figure that at least with Micah9, Z-man, and Balance there the show won't be a total bust. I don't know if I'll be able to cope with a living legends performance these days. You know whats funny if the 18 year old Serg met the 26 year old Serg he'd probably call me a pussy for giving up on underground rap. I'd have to explain to myself that I didn't give up but rather that shit just got to shitty for me to give a fuck about. To which my response would be that I just got old and so stupid that I probably think Swizz Beats is good now too.

Maybe I shouldn't go but I kind of want to just because it's like this bad experiment with my teenage self. I don't know what I'm expecting though. Lord knows I've heard enough people yell a bunch of dumb bullshit about real hiphop and saying hell yeah over shitty mics to a bunch of little kids who think they standout against a sea of underground hiphop uniforms. Maybe I shouldn't hate because who knows I might have fun. Well probably not but at least I'll get some more fuel for my shitty blog.